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My Father, the Panda Killer

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A poignant coming-of-age story told in two alternating voices: a California teenager railing against the Vietnamese culture, juxtaposed with her father as an eleven-year-old boat person on a harrowing and traumatic refugee journey from Vietnam to the United States.
“A profoundly moving, achingly resonant story of love, family, and coming of age amid the lingering echoes of war; a luminous tapestry woven from the many threads of American dreams.”
―Jeff Zentner, award-winning author of The Serpent King and In the Wild Light

San Jose, 1999. Jane knows her Vietnamese dad can’t control his temper. Lost in a stupid daydream, she forgot to pick up her seven-year-old brother, Paul, from school. Inside their home, she hands her dad the stick he hits her with. This is how it’s always been. She deserves this. Not because she forgot to pick up Paul, but because at the end of the summer she’s going to leave him when she goes away to college. As Paul retreats inward, Jane realizes she must explain where their dad’s anger comes from. The problem is, she doesn’t quite understand it herself.
Đà Nẵng, 1975. Phúc (pronounced /fo͞ok/, rhymes with duke) is eleven the first time his mother walks him through a field of mines he’s always been warned never to enter. Guided by cracks of moonlight, Phúc moves past fallen airplanes and battle debris to a refugee boat. But before the sun even has a chance to rise, more than half the people aboard will perish. This is only the beginning of Phúc’s perilous journey across the Pacific, which will be fraught with Thai pirates, an unrelenting ocean, starvation, hallucination, and the unfortunate murder of a panda.
Told in the alternating voices of Jane and Phúc, My Father, The Panda Killer is an unflinching story about war and its impact across multiple generations, and how one American teenager forges a path toward accepting her heritage and herself.
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      June 19, 2023
      A Vietnamese American teenager in 1999 struggles to unpack her abusive father’s traumatic upbringing in Hoang’s dual-narrative, series-starting debut. Ever since their mother left three years prior, 17-year-old Jane Vũ has been the primary caretaker for her seven-year-old brother Paul. She often shields Paul from their father’s physical abuse and reasons that his violent tendencies stem from his childhood in postwar Vietnam. As Jane readies to leave San Jose to attend UCLA on scholarship, she worries what her father might do to Paul in her absence. Hoping to prepare Paul, Jane tells him the story of the past their father never discusses. In an alternating first-person POV that follows Jane’s present and third-person telling of her then-13-year-old father’s harrowing escape from Vietnam in 1975 by boat, Hoang delivers a searing novel inspired by her own family history. Graphic language renders brutal scenes of parental abuse that are sometimes hard to read; still, equally lush storytelling details surreal sequences bordering on the fantastical amid Jane’s father’s migration, as well as chilling depictions of Vietnamese refugees’ search for freedom, and the impact their trauma has on their futures, making for a riveting intergenerational drama. Ages 14–up.

    • AudioFile Magazine
      Narrator Quyen Ngo delivers an emotionally intense performance in this raw YA coming-of-age story about a complex Vietnamese American family. The year is 1999, and Jane Vu is a 17-year-old who is getting ready to leave for college. She's living in San Jose with her 7-year-old brother, Paul, and their abusive father, Ph�c. Jane and Paul's mother abandoned them three years earlier. The story alternates perspectives and timelines between Jane in the present day and Ph�c in 1975 in war-torn Vietnam. Ngo immerses listeners in Vietnamese culture and experiences with her expressive, fluent delivery. She excels at capturing the story's bleak tone while evoking empathy for the family's intergenerational trauma, immigrant experience, and brutal family dynamics. The result is a difficult yet compelling listen. V.T.M. © AudioFile 2023, Portland, Maine

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  • English

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  • Lexile® Measure:890
  • Text Difficulty:4-5

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