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Still Life

A Novel

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A profound and piercing tribute to messy webs of queer friendship and to what is left behind in transition.

Everything in Edith's life is approaching disaster. Her writing career is stagnant. Her love life is a mess. Her ex, Tessa, is marrying a man. Her teeth are rotting in her skull. And her best friend, Val, is dead.

Still Life volleys between the present and recent past, chronicling the lives of three women—one cis, two trans, all forever entwined. Edith was a bumbling "boy" pre-transition, in love with Tessa, enamored by Val, and drowning in Boston. She and Tessa called each other Joni and Joan, an homage to the musical backdrop of their fledgling adulthood. When Edith decides to leave behind the East Coast for graduate school, she begins a yearslong journey away from the person she loves most and toward a hazy new understanding of who she will become.

In the present, Edith visits Boston feeling like a failure of a writer, a failure of a girl, and wracked with guilt over Val's death. Val, the intrepid wanderer, had drifted in and out of Edith's life, arriving in Texas with estrogen pills and wisdom from a life on the road. A sometimes lover, sometimes trans mentor, Val was everything Tessa wasn't and everything Edith needed. Home alone in Texas, she is left loveless and exhausted as the state slowly chips away at trans rights. Was Val's fatal car crash Edith's fault? Would she have stayed put if Edith had loved her better?

Katherine Packert Burke's debut novel unfolds like a rusty pocketknife, jagged and lacerating. Infused with pop culture, cigarettes, and Sondheim, Still Life traces the lives of three friends, authentic and evolving, loving and cruel, here and gone, to craft a tableau of modern womanhood.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      July 29, 2024
      A writer’s lost loves resurface during a trip down memory lane in Burke’s piercing debut. Edith McAllister, a writer and trans woman, visits Boston from Texas to give a guest reading and lecture at her college friend Adam’s undergraduate class. The visit also marks her first reunion with her old college friends since her transition, including her ex-girlfriend, Tessa, with whom she once shared a best friend, Valerie, who was Edith’s sometimes lover and who died 17 months earlier in a car crash. When Edith learns Tessa is engaged to a cis man, it sends her into a spiral. Back in Texas, she can’t focus on her own life, despite the looming deadline for her second book and her need to find a new apartment. Burke alternates Edith’s crisis with chapters devoted to her college years, offering a peek into the depth of her messy relationships with Tessa and Valerie. The characters are brought to life with brash and snappy dialogue (“Can you believe I’m nobody’s wife? Look at how fucking domesticated I am,” says an apron-wearing Valerie). Readers will devour this visceral story of desire, love, and self-discovery.

    • Kirkus

      Starred review from September 1, 2024
      A transgender woman struggles to write about her tangled relationship with two women--one living and one dead--in this keenly observed debut. Edith met Tessa and Valerie in Boston during college, before she knew she was a girl. Tessa identified as a lesbian and Valerie was a transgender girl from Texas who began her transition at 18. Both embraced the ostensibly straight, cisgender male Edith as a friend, while Edith harbored a secret crush on Tessa that she believed would not and could not result in anything real. But as is so often the case, identities, desires, and priorities shifted as the trio moved toward adulthood. Now, six years after Edith left the East Coast for graduate school, she's living in Austin, largely estranged from Tessa, and Valerie is gone, having died in a car crash. Edith's abiding love for Stephen Sondheim's work--particularlyMerrily We Roll Along andInto the Woods--brings questions about cause and effect and the value of wishes to the forefront of her mind. When a trip back to Boston, the deadline for a draft of her second novel, and the decision whether or not to stay in an increasingly transphobic Texas all converge, Edith must make sense of both her past and her future. Burke builds a captivating cast of funny, complicated people and deftly captures the warm and sometimes irksome elasticity of queer friendship. Her deceptively simple prose brings the bigness of life down to earth without trivializing. ("What was six years? A graduate degree, a tumultuous romance, the death of your closest friend. You became a girl and so what? Time kept passing. There was so much, too much, life left.") Any reader who is on the precipice of change or feels like the universe might occasionally be playing a trick on them will find this novel deeply resonant. Wry and intimate and real, this character study is worth lingering over.

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    • Booklist

      September 15, 2024
      Burke's engrossing debut follows a woman reckoning with friendship, love, grief, and identity. Edith left Boston six years ago, along with her life as a seemingly straight cis boy. Back then, nothing mattered more to her than her friends, Tessa and Val, until their complex tangle of relationships drove them apart. Now Edith is a mildly successful novelist struggling to write her second book, living in Texas as the government attacks the rights of the trans community. Her friend Adam invites her to Boston for a reading, but coming back means seeing her now-ex, Tessa, for the first time since Edith's transition and Val's death. "No one loves you like the people who knew you when you were young," she knows, but often those friendships are more complicated because of their depth. Getting by via Sondheim, Gossip Girl rewatches, and the pursuit of obliteration through sex, Edith must come to terms with her past and determine her future. Burke deftly chronicles the nuances of queer love and friendship in this perceptive portrait of three women.

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