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No Going Back

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A Junior Library Guild Gold Standard Selection
"Powerful.... The excellent pacing and heart-wrenching exploration of redemption will sweep readers up." —Kirkus Reviews
In this tour de force about one teen's quest for redemption from the award-winning author of American Road Trip, Antonio is determined to make amends to the people he hurt most—even if it means breaking the terms of his early release from juvenile detention.
It's Friday morning, and seventeen-year-old Antonio Sullivan is on the verge of earning his early release from Zephyr Woods Youth Detention Center. Having been incarcerated for the last year and a half for a crime he didn't directly commit, he's now dedicating himself to his education and his sobriety program. What's more, Antonio is driven by a deep need to make amends to the two people he hurt the most: his mom and his lifelong best friend, Maya. The conditions of his early release are clear—Antonio can't have any contact with his father or miss his first meeting with his parole officer Monday morning. But a lot can happen between Friday and Monday, especially when the odds are against you.
Told through time-stamped chapters that race at a fever pitch over the course of a weekend, this absorbing coming-of-age novel explores what it means to right past wrongs in the face of adversity.
PRAISE FOR NO GOING BACK
"Fast-paced, poignant, and poetic . . . This is a book of unexpected hope." —Sondra Soderborg, author of Sky Ropes

"A deep look into the heart of being misunderstood, told with prose you just can't fake. With honest voices, a flow of poetry, and a satisfying conclusion, this book is a gift with a purpose, the kind you hand to a reader that both wants and needs it." Sean Beaudoin, author of Welcome Thieves and Wise Young Fool

"A gripping and heart-wrenching novel about family, friendship and second chances—will keep you on the edge of your seat until the very end." —Betty Culley, author of Three Things I Know are True and The Name She Gave Me

"Poetry, resilience, unflinching honesty, a steady undercurrent of hope, plus a wild adventure with a ticking clock, this book packs it all in for a three-day turbulent ride that's full of heart." —Kristin Bartley Lenz, author of The Art of Holding On and Letting Go

"A powerful story of the push and pull between doing what's right and being there for the people we love." —Katherine Higgs-Coulthard, author of Junkyard Dogs and Hanging with My Peeps

"Patrick Flores-Scott delivers a beautiful exploration of familial love, the idea of healthy friendships, and the long-term impacts of trauma." —Rita Shah, author of The Meaning of Rehabilitation and Its Impact on Parole
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      February 5, 2024
      On a Friday, 17-year-old Antonio
      Echeverria Sullivan secures an early release from a Washington state youth detention center for a crime that his father implicated him in. His parole officer schedules a meeting with Antonio on Monday to go over parole terms, but as the weekend progresses, external forces work against him and test his resolve to stay on the straight and narrow. Seeking to make amends with his Uruguayan mother and childhood best friend Maya, Antonio yearns to obtain redemption and absolution, and to start over. Past associates jeopardize his freedom and refuse to leave him alone until he divulges the
      location of an item that he hid before his arrest, and all the while Antonio contends with his mother’s serious illness, which CPS cited as the reason they put him in his abusive and manipulative father’s
      custody in the first place. Poetic flashbacks by Flores-Scott (American Road Trip) detail Antonio’s downward spiral while also presenting his reflections about the world around him, and time-stamped chapters add urgency, intensity, and excitement as the thrilling plot progresses, making for a page-turning story about forgiveness and personal evolution. Ages 14–up. Agent: Steven Chudney, Chudney Agency.

    • Kirkus

      February 1, 2024
      Antonio Echeverr�a Sullivan is just out of juvie, and he really does want to follow all the rules--but will his past let him? Antonio wants to tell you his story, and he hopes you'll believe him. He's a white and Uruguayan teen boy who's spent the last year and a half at the Zephyr Woods Youth Detention Center in Washington state's Puget Sound area, taking the fall for a crime he wasn't primarily responsible for. The conditions of his early release are clear, among them checking in with his parole officer, avoiding all contact with his father, staying sober, attending high school, and following a curfew. Desperate to make amends with his mother and his best friend, Maya, Antonio immediately sets off on a 72-hour journey, trying to outrun his past--and breaking all the rules, which might land him back at the detention center and permanently ruin all the relationships he's trying to save. This is a taut coming-of-age story told in a combination of prose, with chapter headers that mark the day and time, and poems that flash back to earlier events. Antonio's journey of self-realization features powerful inner dialogue that allows readers to understand the impulses that lead to his poor choices, and the novel brutally reflects the consequences and trials of addiction, chronic illness, and domestic violence on a family. The excellent pacing and heart-wrenching exploration of redemption will sweep readers up. (author's note) (Fiction. 14-18)

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    • Booklist

      February 15, 2024
      Grades 9-12 After 18 months, Antonio is being paroled from Zephyr Woods Youth Detention Center, where he has been incarcerated for planning a robbery with his erstwhile friends, Gary Jr. and Vaughn. Once released, he is desperate to see his best friend, Maya, and when he breaks parole to find her, he learns that, like him, she is in recovery for alcoholism. When she rebuffs him, Antonio breaks parole again to see Gary Jr., who now wants to dig up unrecovered money from the robbery. Thinking of all the good he can do with the cash, Antonio agrees but has a secret plan of his own. Told in Antonio's first-person voice, the chapters alternate between loose free verse and prose, the former providing the rough-edged, gritty backstory. Antonio is a sympathetic character who makes bad decisions, and trouble seems to stick to him. Readers will forgive the plot its inconsistencies and implausibilities (and there are some) for the sake of the page-turning, highly readable story.

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    • AudioFile Magazine
      Ramn de Ocampo's narrative momentum captures the dramatic 72 hours experienced by 17-year-old Antonio after he is released from a youth detention center. As Antonio reunites with friends and family, de Ocampo captures his anger at his wrongful arrest for robbery and the painful relationships that led to it. De Ocampo also expresses Antonio's remorse and desire to follow the rules of his parole and to make amends with his mother and Maya, his best friend. As Antonio pursues a secret plan to recover the money that was stolen and make everything right, de Ocampo ramps up the pacing and gives him a tone of desperation. De Ocampo's depiction of Antonio's wise, caring stepfather occasionally provides some relief from the story's tension. S.W. © AudioFile 2024, Portland, Maine

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